I'm finally done lol.  PCAT is done and now for some fun!! Ahhh I can't believe it! Half Blood Prince is so close, yet so far. I cannot wait until I go full on HP geek mode, dress up for the premiere hehe. And I shall post pics for sure.

So what do I do now?? I'm trying to add a summer class, English 102 that I have been avoiding like the plague lol. I hope I get in cause it's needed for pharmacy school. Which reminds me I have to apply for graduation soon. Oh wow...I'm almost there. The idea gets me so excited yet frightened with all that comes with it. It's funny how when you finally get to the point you have been dreaming for so long...you hesitate to take that little leap. But I shall, never fear ;)

Other than that, my buddy Paulo will be moving to Japan for 3 years soon. I thought when he was stationed in Korea for a year was excruciating...but 3 YEARS??? :( I'm going to miss him so much. He was one of my greatest friends who really broke me out of my shell...all those years ago in Theatre class. I'm going to spend as much time as I can with him until he leaves in July.

This is the Golden Trio.



Love you Paulo. So much. We will make the most of it!!!

Hope everyone is doing well! *hugs*

Two more days till the PCAT exam. Where did the bloody time go?? lol I've been studying my ass off for over a month now, so I will say that I've done more than I can do for it. Tomorrow, I'm actually going to relax, work out (yes I'm finally going to get back into my regime!), and do a bit of review. I have learned after all of these years...to not spazz for a test, especially to this calibur. I just cannot wait until it's over! haha

Then...it's party time!!! Mwuahaha!

Hope everyone is doing well. I haven't really been on for ages. Love you all!!! *hugs*

Would like to say Happy Birthday to fragoleconcrema, whom I've known for 5 years now. Wish you all the best Kells. Love you!!! *hugs and kisses*

Sorry about my "over reaction" a few days ago...saying that I'm rubbish and all. Having a few difficulties with my man. I know it's not going to be easy but it just frustrates me that I can't help him out. I'm not one of those people to just sit and let things be. I'm about action damnit! lol But it's all good now. I'm just thankful for my friends and family...and for him being here and alive. Everything else will fall into place.

Besides that...PCAT exam coming soon and I've been studying. Ugh...my brain is fried already lol.

All my love to you lot!! *hugs*

One more week...finals...and then freedom!!! Cannot wait...my God!!

So hopefully I can fullfill this....from the lovely willow_wand.

The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request a drabble of any pairing (that doesn't contradict R/Hr) or character (from HP, Twilight, Smallville, Supernatural, Gemma Doyle). In return, those ten people have to post this in their journals, regardless of their ability level.

So bring it on my lovelies!! Hope everyone is well *hugs*

Supposedly Cherrybomb will not be showing in the States other than the Cannes Film Festival....this is just wrong!!! Rupert deserves his recognition on this! And all his fans have the right to see it!!! So let's not take no for an answer....sign the petition. It can make all the difference we need!!! :)

http://www.rupert-grint.us/wordpress/cherrybomb-distribution-campaign/

He won't let me in...and I feel so utterly useless. He's the same to his sister and family. I'm so scared for him. He's already depressed, and bottling it all inside will not help.

Ugh...I feel like I haven't made any difference!!!

I was finally able to talk to him last night. He's heavily medicated and he's really depressed. I tried my best to cheer him up, but it can go so far. I really love him and hope he gets better soon...

In other news, few more weeks till the end of the semester. Ahh I'm in such a senioritis mood. So close yet so far.

Hope everyone is well *hugs*

He woke up!!!

He had a seizure today. He went through another blot clot again, causing a swelling. But the doctors noticed something they didn't see before...a piece of metal from the crash was lodged in his head, causing the clot and maybe even the coma. They took care of it now and he's stable.

However, the doctors say apparently that the next 24 hours is "critical." God...my heart gave out by hearing this news. I feel so much for his sister and his family.

I'm glad with this news. I'm trying to stay positive...don't give up hope, but still....I burst out crying every time thinking why this had to happen to him?? He's such a sweet, beautiful person. He doesn't deserve this!! He's my hero...I love him so much. I can't lose him *cries*

A very dear friend of mine just got into a car accident. From what I know, the truck flipped over. Head trauma and broken bones. I don't know how it's all going to turn out. I'm so scared. Please have him in your thoughts. I can't bare to lose him *cries*

ETA: He's in a coma right now. I don't know what to do...

The Cherrybomb trailer...


WARNING: ADULT CONTENT!!!

OMFG!!!! I just had a heart attack. This film looks beyond amazing and Rupert....is...a...GOD!!! I cannot wait to see this. I'm more anxious for this than HP! ha

Good thing I started Spring Break or else I would not be able to concentrate on anything else. Enjoy it while you can you lot!

*goes off to Rupertland*

I can't sleep. My female cat Fustukh started hyperventilating and collapsed. She had no control over her bowls and then she started to throw up a lot of food. I am scared shitless. I think she has hepatic encephalopathy, which means she had a high concentration of ammonia in her blood. I can't afford to take to the vet to know for sure.

I don't get it, we had a check up not too long ago and she had a clean bill of health. I know she's not young, she will be 9 years old in July, but I don't want to lose her :(

I would like to wish two wonderful and talented women a very Happy Birthday!!! To willow_wand  and lillywmw !!! We have so been blessed with your gifts, and you collaborations as well! Love you both sooo much!!! *hugs*

I'm not much of an artist, but if you want I can do drabbles for you both. Just let me know ok?

Hope everyone is well! :)

I know I haven't updated in a while. Hope everyone is doing well. Miss you lot!!

I had very intense studying sessions last week due to my Biochemistry midterm. All I know is that I'm glad it's over with!! And what better way to celebrate is St. Patrick's Day! I ended up going to the British pub not far from my uni to have Bangers and Mash, and of course yummy Guinness. I had 4...I was in my "zen state" lol. Wish you all a belated, safe, and Happy St. Patrick's Day!! Here are pictures from that night.

( Irish glow )

Other good news is I got the Blag magazine with Rupert on the cover!!!! *squee* He's even more gorgeous if even possible. He's just unreal!! It's a must have. Order yours now at  www.blagmagazine.com/. I also got the UK version of Driving Lessons!!! I can't wait to watch it.

Spring Break starts in two weeks. Ugh hurry up!! I need a breather. I want to make it interesting this year. Any suggestions?

Love you all! *hugs*

But I'm making the most of it! I haven't been sick for over two years since I got Strep throat. After my whole family got sick, I was bound to get it next. It just sucks so much!! Grrr!

Anyway, I finally finished the drabble prompt for magikcat112. Here you go love! I hope you like it. Don't be too harsh I just wrote it and I'm loopy from all the drugs :P


Here are a some pictures from the past month with my friends, celebrating the end of our exams and my friend Lucy 21st birthday. 21...those were the days. Goes downhill from that point I tell you! :P

And I just have to post this pic of Rupert...



I'm still gobsmacked by it. Of course he looks beyond delicious and sexy!!! *drools* I'm sooo happy that he gets his own cover and interview!!!! He deserves the attention since he's the most brilliant actor out of the trio. I ordered the magazine and can't wait for the 20 PAGES OF ALL RUPERT!!!! :D

Hope everyone is well. Miss you lot!! *loves and hugs*

ETA: If anyone wants any drabble pour moi, just ask!! Before my life is taken over by research lab and exams!

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Thanks so much for your response to my previous entry. It was that time of the month when I would wallow in self pity. All of you mean so much to me. Love you lot! *hugs*

My insecurities got the best of me. My classes and research are overwhelming. The fact that I'm applying to grad school in a few months is scaring me. What if I don't get into any of the universities? What can I possibly do after that?? I've been wanting to be a pharmacist for so long...since I was 13!

And besides that I can't help but feel pathetic when it comes to my love life...or lack their of. I know there are far worse things to worry about, but I'm bloody human after all. I can't be indifferent all the time. I've never had a boyfriend or even a proper date. No guy has even dared to touch me let alone kiss me...and I'm almost 24. I have given up a long time ago. I believed that with a successful career with a loving family and amazing friends, nothing else would matter. To some people I know, this belief of mine is considered ridiculous, cold, and very spinster like...and even more painful a lesbian.

It's just there really isn't any blokes out there in my real life that are worth getting to know. All of them are the bloody same!! Immature gits who look for stick thin blonde women with a fake bust to please them. And when there are ones who are worth knowing...I'm cursed with the bloody "friends only" syndrome.

Am I that intimidating or do blokes just see me as a sister or even worse one of them?? I've had many experiences when my friends have blurted about their "conquests" right in front of me as if I would cheer them on for getting some. *gags* Disgusting!!

And people wonder why I try to escape in fictional characters?? lol It's the only way to live now.

I've just given up all hope in anything remotely romantic happening in my life because what I want doesn't exist. And don't think I have ridiculously high expectations when it comes to men. No one is perfect, but close to it you know. *sighs* End of rant.

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I've been in bed for most of the day due to ridiculous cramps that have "conquered" my body. And the Vicodin is making me loopy. lol hope everyone had a better day than moi!

Oh btw, totally random but I finally saw Slumdog Millionaire and I absolutely loved it! Dev Petel was so cute and *sighs* Just reminds you to be so grateful for what you have.

I just looked myself into the mirror and I don't like what I see. I feel like utter crap. Physically and mentally.

Why am I so pathetic? *sighs* :(

Sorry I've been gone for a while. School took over (as usual). Even moreso now with me starting research for my Biochem professor. And magikcat112 , I promise I'll get that drabble done eventually. I haven't been inspired lately.

Cherry Bomb premiered yesterday in the Berlin Film Festival and I have been overwhelmed with it!! My God Rupert is amazing!! From what I've heard...bloody hell!! *needs cold shower* Dead sexy man....damn!!

I mean look at him!!!




That Irish accent!!! Omg!!! If it's even possible to be more sexier! *guh*

I cannot wait to see this film. It seriously made my day.

Hope everyone is doing well!! Love you all!! *hugs*

Here's the drabble prompt that the lovelywillow_wand requested. I can't believe I was able to think of something so quickly. Must be reading R/Hr so much lol. But here it is love! I hope you like it.

( The Tie )

Now I'm off to bed. Good night everyone! Sweet dreams.

 

It has been ages since I've written anything involved with fan fiction. I've been wanting for some time to try some HP fanfic. So here's your opportunity. Give me any prompt...of course not contradicting R/Hr. Also no Rose/Scorpius and no slash please. I'll even try Twilight. Even Smallville, Supernatural! lol

Better now before I start hell known as uni.

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On a side note I had no idea that Shahrukh Khan was on the Golden Globes!!! Damnit I can't believe it...he was here...in LA!!! *squee*


Sooo cute!!! You can do the pelvic dance anytime you want love ;) I still need to watch Slumdog Millionaire. Has anyone seen it?

Hope everyone is well. Long days and pleasant nights!