Hey everyone. I know it's been a looooong time, sorry. So much has happened these passed few weeks. Trying to get through it all one step at a time. Midterms next two weeks. And I'm feeling the pressure. I've been so drained and lazy lately...it's driving me mental. What the hell is wrong me??? I feel like such a slacker. I need to get my stuff together.

Anyway...looks like I've been double tagged for a music meme. Damn you girls!

1. Put Your iTunes on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag at least 10 friends

( Sounds of Music )

Hope everyone is doing well. Missed you guys. I just...I cannot wait till this semester is over. I'm over it. I have major plan on the winter break. I let you guys know soon ;)

Long days and pleasant nights!

So I shall tag willow_wand, , , , [info]natural_hero , cloiser_trish</div>

So...now I'm officially done with all my grad school applications, etc! WOOHOO!!! Gahh it was such a headache lol. Now to wait for interviews, etc. I'll go anywhere I get accepted, but I'm reallly hoping for San Diego. *crosses fingers*

Other than that school just seems very blah. I'm telling you senioritis! lol Research is more exciting as usual! I'm finally applying what I have been learning for so long. Organic Chemistry is just so fascinating. I don't think I have ever told you guys what our group is trying to do. I'll try to put this in simple terms. We are synthesizing the basic structure of what makes cell membranes. I mean without those we can't really live right? So we are making specifically tagged membranes that can be used for drug testing. This will help in how certain drugs will react to terminal diseases, cancers. I'm so happy to be a part of this. And I'm finally on the second step of my research!! I really hope I get published sometime...that will be amazing :)

Now...like I said before, I've been getting back into Smallville right? I think my Superman fetish has come back with a vengeance. lol I've been reading a lot of Clois fics...especially in the erotic sense *shifty eyes* Yeah I'm a goner. Now mix that with my usual R/Hr fics. I'm practically goo. Clois and R/Hr are soooo much alike as couples. What can I say...I have a thing for adorkable, passionate heroes. :D

Oh which reminds me...my "Ron/Clark" is doing good. I'm soooo happy for him. And that just makes me sooo happy. I love him so much. And I will show him exactly how much I love him everyday. I have plans for his birthday which is very soon. :D

Two more weeks till Ch-Ch-Cherry Bomb!!! I will give as much coverage that day, through pics and videos. I will represent you all!! :)

Ohhh btw, if any of you remember, I promised a tour of my flat after remodeling it with wooden floors, etc. Well I finally did it! lol So here it is via video and pictures! :)





That's it for now you lot!! Long days and pleasant nights! <3

Went through my first week of school and it seems all my classes are chill. Even if Physical Chemistry isn't easy, I just don't feel like it will be that bad. Math and Chem are my thang. lol I'm more stressed with these pharmacy school applications. Letters of recommendation, multiple essays...oh kill me now on essays. I LOATHE them. *sighs* Send me nice vibes that I do not muck things up.

I've noticed that I have gained a lot of weight. It's depressing me so much that I cannot fit into several clothes and I just feel...disgusting with all my friends. So enough is enough. No more stuffing my mouth and time to get back into shape! Somehow I'll fit it into my busy schedule!

On to better things, just recently bought tickets to see Cherrybomb at the LA Irish Film Festival!!! *SQUEEEE* I will be spending most of the day down at Santa Monica Beach where it is taking place. Even go to British pub and Whimsic Alley and get some HP goodies haha. I cannot wait!!

Hope everyone is doing well. Love you all!

Sorry if I have been out of it lately. I was sick for a whole week, with no internet on top of that. So I was basically bedridden and doing nothing, except watch all the seasons of Smallville lol. I just realized how much my "Ron" looks like Tom Welling. No wonder I've been having dreams of my man doing very heroic things haha! He does though...he's my Superman <3

Now I'm all excited for the next season. I cannot believe it has been 9 years for this show. I have watched it from the beginning and still love it. Naturally it had it's ups and downs, but finally now it's going in the right direction. I've always had a thing for Superman, so I'm ecstatic!

Here's the trailer if you want to check it out.


Other than that...school starts next week for me. I'm really terrified of this semester. Not because of my classes. I'm graduating in May. I'm terrified of all I need to do. Applying to pharmacy schools will not be easy, especially financially right now. *sighs* I'll get through it gradually and see what will happen.

Hope everyone is well. Love you lot *hugs*

Long days and pleasant nights to all!!

I would like to thank everyone for all the birthday wishes, cards, and gifts, especially from the lovely
fragoleconcrema, and my darling willow_wand. Love you all!! *hugs and kisses*

So you must wonder how Disneyland went? Let me just say, it was the best bday celebration ever. We got a pin saying that it was our birthday and wow...I honestly did not know so many people were born on July 30. Don't get me wrong, I'm not ignorant lol but still...it was amazing! So many people passed by and we said Happy Birthday to one another. hehe Went on Indiana Jones twice. I will never get sick of that ride....love it!! And of course Pirates of the Caribbean, Haunted Mansion, teacups, and even the Buzz Lightyear shooting game haha! Oh I forgot the Star Tours, which I admit was actually cool! At each ride, we kept screaming "OH MAHHHH GAWD!!" as homage to Conan O'Brien on his Universal Studios Tour lol. It was fun! We ended the day at the Blue Bayou restaurant, which is in the POTC ride. The food is amazing wow. And some guy from the ride shouted to us "Is the food any good?" lol and of course we said yes! We ended up getting birthday chocolate mousses with Mickey sprinkles on top. *squee* It was glorious.

Also I have to say this....the candy section at Disney. OMG. It never ceases to amaze me. It's like Honeydukes on crack! lol I didn't care so I indulged in all the goodies! Once the HP theme park opens....I'm there again :)

Then the Bday BBQ on Saturday...had an amazing time!! I prepared the kebabs, hummus, and had the Zankou garlic paste. Everyone enjoyed the food, which made me feel even better! We also had a lot of Petron tequila shots, and red wine. So by the end of the night I was wasted! lol You lot should try playing N64, especially Goldeneye and MarioKart drunk. It truly is very entertaining! Oh and drunken charades as well!! haha

Here are some pictures from both events.

( Second star to the right and straight on till morning )

As for now, damnit...back to reality. And it's not good *sighs* School tuition went up more, so I need to pay $400 dollars more before August 17 or else I will be disenrolled. Yay. And things with my "Ron"...have gone to the lowest. He's giving up with everything. I'm not going to let that happen. I won't give up on him.

Hope everyone is well. *hugs* Love you lot!

I can't believe it's almost here. 3 more days till my birthday and I cannot wait! Wendy and I are going to Disneyland for free!! And we made a reservation at the Blue Bayou, the restaurant that is in the Pirates of Caribbean ride. *squee* To the happiest place on Earth...here we come!! :D

Where the hell did the time go really? 24?? That is the age my mum got married. I still feel so young and people still think I look 16! lol All I know is that age is truly a number. Only you can make yourself feel old. Stay young at heart, and the rest will fall into place!!

Other than that...things are finally turning up for my "Ron." All I want is for him to be happy and he is. And that means the world to me. I can't help but smile right now thinking about it. Love you so much habibi *blows kisses*

Oh and I do plan to see HBP in IMAX this week. Yes!!! I'm so excited for this week, I won't even think of school, applications, etc. That can come later! I hope everyone is doing well. Love you lot!

Last night was one of the most amazing experiences I have had. For the first time ever, I went to a midnight showing of the Half-Blood Prince...and at the Grauman's Chinese Theatre. It is the most beautiful theatre I have ever seen. Absolutely stunning! It feels like you're a celebrity I swear. And just the thought of Rupert sitting in the same theatre for Order of the Pheonix *squee*

For the 3 hours we were waiting in line to get in, I kept my eye out to see if the guys from Very Potter Musical were there. It was so hard to find them that I almost gave up hope. Then I see them at the corner of the theatre, the creators Brian Holden and Nick Lang...and then AHHH Darren Criss!! I had to see them, so I ran for it with my camera lol. I introduced myself, saying I'm a huge fan and they were all so amazing. Great guys and so cute!! :D I wish the girls could've been there but all is well! I was so giddy...on top of all the excitement to see the film.

As for HBP, I honestly thought it was the most brilliant film out of the whole series. A lot of things weren't the same as the book, but seriously what can you expect?? To me, all that matters is that the main plot and characters aren't altered at all. And this is why it is the best film! Michael Gambon was excellent as Dumbledore. He WAS...IS Dumbledore in it. And the ending was just so heartwrenching. Dan and Emma really brought it up to this film, with comedy and emotion. Brilliant! Tom Felton was amazing! I'm so happy he finally got to have a meatier role and embraced it with such ease and elegance.

And of course...Rupert...what can I say about him that hasn't been already said???? This was his film.

I honestly don't have any complaints except for the ending which I won't give away so much...unless you want to know.

( Totally awesome Potheads )


Hope everyone is well. And you must see HBP if you haven't already!! I cannot wait to see it again! :)

I can't believe it's almost here!! I've been preparing for HBP goodness for next week. Seeing at midnight...Grauman Chinese Theatre!!! *squee* Going to get dressed up, prefect badge and all! lol I even had a pedicure done today...french tip in Gryffindor colors! Yes I'm a dork.

So far I have been a bum and enjoying my so called freedom. My application for graduation went through. Now I'm dreading for grad school applications. I'm terrified. I'll start next month. I'm going to enjoy July while it lasts! lol

Hope everyone is well! *hugs* I will update soon with pictures.

ETA: Oh btw, whoever hasn't had the chance to watch the Potter musical...you must!! It is seriously genius!! LOL! Here's the first part.

I'm finally done lol.  PCAT is done and now for some fun!! Ahhh I can't believe it! Half Blood Prince is so close, yet so far. I cannot wait until I go full on HP geek mode, dress up for the premiere hehe. And I shall post pics for sure.

So what do I do now?? I'm trying to add a summer class, English 102 that I have been avoiding like the plague lol. I hope I get in cause it's needed for pharmacy school. Which reminds me I have to apply for graduation soon. Oh wow...I'm almost there. The idea gets me so excited yet frightened with all that comes with it. It's funny how when you finally get to the point you have been dreaming for so long...you hesitate to take that little leap. But I shall, never fear ;)

Other than that, my buddy Paulo will be moving to Japan for 3 years soon. I thought when he was stationed in Korea for a year was excruciating...but 3 YEARS??? :( I'm going to miss him so much. He was one of my greatest friends who really broke me out of my shell...all those years ago in Theatre class. I'm going to spend as much time as I can with him until he leaves in July.

This is the Golden Trio.



Love you Paulo. So much. We will make the most of it!!!

Hope everyone is doing well! *hugs*

Two more days till the PCAT exam. Where did the bloody time go?? lol I've been studying my ass off for over a month now, so I will say that I've done more than I can do for it. Tomorrow, I'm actually going to relax, work out (yes I'm finally going to get back into my regime!), and do a bit of review. I have learned after all of these years...to not spazz for a test, especially to this calibur. I just cannot wait until it's over! haha

Then...it's party time!!! Mwuahaha!

Hope everyone is doing well. I haven't really been on for ages. Love you all!!! *hugs*

Would like to say Happy Birthday to fragoleconcrema, whom I've known for 5 years now. Wish you all the best Kells. Love you!!! *hugs and kisses*

Sorry about my "over reaction" a few days ago...saying that I'm rubbish and all. Having a few difficulties with my man. I know it's not going to be easy but it just frustrates me that I can't help him out. I'm not one of those people to just sit and let things be. I'm about action damnit! lol But it's all good now. I'm just thankful for my friends and family...and for him being here and alive. Everything else will fall into place.

Besides that...PCAT exam coming soon and I've been studying. Ugh...my brain is fried already lol.

All my love to you lot!! *hugs*

One more week...finals...and then freedom!!! Cannot wait...my God!!

So hopefully I can fullfill this....from the lovely willow_wand.

The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request a drabble of any pairing (that doesn't contradict R/Hr) or character (from HP, Twilight, Smallville, Supernatural, Gemma Doyle). In return, those ten people have to post this in their journals, regardless of their ability level.

So bring it on my lovelies!! Hope everyone is well *hugs*

Supposedly Cherrybomb will not be showing in the States other than the Cannes Film Festival....this is just wrong!!! Rupert deserves his recognition on this! And all his fans have the right to see it!!! So let's not take no for an answer....sign the petition. It can make all the difference we need!!! :)

http://www.rupert-grint.us/wordpress/cherrybomb-distribution-campaign/

He won't let me in...and I feel so utterly useless. He's the same to his sister and family. I'm so scared for him. He's already depressed, and bottling it all inside will not help.

Ugh...I feel like I haven't made any difference!!!

I was finally able to talk to him last night. He's heavily medicated and he's really depressed. I tried my best to cheer him up, but it can go so far. I really love him and hope he gets better soon...

In other news, few more weeks till the end of the semester. Ahh I'm in such a senioritis mood. So close yet so far.

Hope everyone is well *hugs*

He woke up!!!

He had a seizure today. He went through another blot clot again, causing a swelling. But the doctors noticed something they didn't see before...a piece of metal from the crash was lodged in his head, causing the clot and maybe even the coma. They took care of it now and he's stable.

However, the doctors say apparently that the next 24 hours is "critical." God...my heart gave out by hearing this news. I feel so much for his sister and his family.

I'm glad with this news. I'm trying to stay positive...don't give up hope, but still....I burst out crying every time thinking why this had to happen to him?? He's such a sweet, beautiful person. He doesn't deserve this!! He's my hero...I love him so much. I can't lose him *cries*

A very dear friend of mine just got into a car accident. From what I know, the truck flipped over. Head trauma and broken bones. I don't know how it's all going to turn out. I'm so scared. Please have him in your thoughts. I can't bare to lose him *cries*

ETA: He's in a coma right now. I don't know what to do...

The Cherrybomb trailer...


WARNING: ADULT CONTENT!!!

OMFG!!!! I just had a heart attack. This film looks beyond amazing and Rupert....is...a...GOD!!! I cannot wait to see this. I'm more anxious for this than HP! ha

Good thing I started Spring Break or else I would not be able to concentrate on anything else. Enjoy it while you can you lot!

*goes off to Rupertland*

I can't sleep. My female cat Fustukh started hyperventilating and collapsed. She had no control over her bowls and then she started to throw up a lot of food. I am scared shitless. I think she has hepatic encephalopathy, which means she had a high concentration of ammonia in her blood. I can't afford to take to the vet to know for sure.

I don't get it, we had a check up not too long ago and she had a clean bill of health. I know she's not young, she will be 9 years old in July, but I don't want to lose her :(